Curse

by Moon Twin

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1.
Here I am Left to struggle In throes of this myriad Of unrest Of lamentation The void is circling Fears in hand, I grasp tightly My heart tells me to release But for now I turn to choking black Leave me be I’m still breathing The rain is falling down Wearing me like acid I hope and pray I won’t melt away The rain is falling down Wearing me like acid I hope and pray I won’t melt away I’m still breathing Ripping the skin to the heart Pulling me back to start If I run away The rain could swallow me whole My doubts and these fears still keep me Out here in the cold Turning a new page Fleeing sorrow Fleeing sorrow Turning night into day Cleanse the hollow Cleanse the hollow Ripping the skin to the heart Pulling me always back to start Ripping the skin to the heart Pulling me always back to start Ripping the skin to the heart Pulling me always back to start To the start I’m still breathing The rain is falling down Wearing me like acid I hope and pray I won’t melt away The rain is falling down Wearing me like acid I hope and pray I won’t melt away
2.
Plastic 04:05
Lie awake Giving in to the sun I will wait For the warmth to drain me out And every time, I’m hopeful That I’ll be able to feel something I choke, I bleed, I panic It’s like I’m wrapped up in plastic Alive today Just far away from living A fading gray I can feel the ice nearing I writhe to tear this all away Grabbing handfuls of my own flesh I can already feel the sweet release Let out the blood and sigh Something to keep me from fading gray Reduced to only my eyes While all other parts of me separate Lie awake Giving in to the sun I will wait For the warmth to drain me out Momentary remedy Brandishing the suffering And twisting blades as accolades Healing through the suffering now I writhe to tear this all away Grabbing handfuls of my own flesh I can already feel the sweet release I am the monster I’ve feared for my whole life I’m the disgrace among the rest I choke, I bleed, I panic It’s like I’m wrapped up in fucking plastic Let out the blood and sigh Something to keep me from fading gray Reduced to only my eyes While all other parts of me separate Let out the blood and sigh Something to keep me from fading gray Reduced to only my eyes While all other parts of me separate
3.
A fire burns within my soul now A glimmer of light and hope That keeps me here High water and fear consume me Eternally Loving arms from above Always trying to pull me True warmth all around me I’m timelessly blind to Coming of age in a lulling circle Feels like it’s just my imagination We bear what others can’t These vicious stones in hand My body forced to pull this weight And time and time again This rifting in the sand Pillar by pillar Break under the weight But I refuse to crumble away Still I refuse to crumble away Fall Buried and done Crawl To the bottom Vain Battles never fought Grin Forever Solemn Contradicting feelings battling On and on forever Never stops But one day, I’ll overcome this Lifelessly I drag on back home The light within me burns True warmth all around me I’m timelessly blind to Coming of age in a lulling circle Feels like it’s just my imagination We bear what others can’t These vicious stones in hand My body forced to pull this weight And time and time again This rifting in the sand Pillar by pillar Break under the weight But I refuse to crumble away Still I refuse to crumble away My Curse and Sanctuary My Curse and Sanctuary My Curse and Sanctuary My Curse and Sanctuary
4.
Vital presence of body It cradles me For every grain of sand, A loss forever The thought of an empty glass It cripples me Strewn across thoughtless efforts Damnation set free Feeling the edge of scythe and sickle In these hideous dreams A field of wheat blighted A sun that scorns its progeny Sit until I degrade Lie and wait for the day Sculptures Forging perception Father Bury me Sculptures Forging perception Father Bury me Slowly and certainly The death of the past rots away O, the gruesome stench of what was Unreachable aeon Floating away Regretting Forgetting The mind deteriorates away Skin wearing Bones frail Someone please wake me from this dream Fatal and promising It hunts us and we’re all the prey Sifting and narrowing Ordained by creation Screaming horror of futility Beckon forever Sculptures Forging perception Father Bury me Sculptures Forging perception Father Bury me
5.
Drown 05:19
I could go far away Into this heart astray Swimming through tar Choking black The weight defeats me I could go far away This crippling internal daze The black cloud covers me and now I feel at home again I could hear you Knocking at the door Knocking at the door I could heal you But nothing’s quite enough Nothing’s quite enough I could go far away This crippling internal daze The black cloud covers me and now I feel at home again I could hear you Knocking at the door Knocking at the door I could heal you But nothing’s quite enough Nothing’s quite enough I could hear you Knocking at the door Knocking at the door I could heal you But nothing’s quite enough Nothing’s quite enough Home again Home again Home again Home again

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released December 15, 2023

Written, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Andrew Virrueta
Artwork by Mechanica Dekadent
Album layout by Andrew Virrueta

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One-man Experimental Metal from Southern California.

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